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Angel Whitefang (Rider) 
Posted: 09-Nov-2003, 09:28 PM
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As I've walked thru life

I've learned-
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned-
that it's taking me a long time to
become the person I want to be.
I'm still not there yet.

I've learned-
that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned-
that you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I've learned-
that we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.
Responsibility is part of who we are.

I've learned-
that either you control your
attitude or it controls you.

I've learned-
that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first,
the passion fades and there had
better be something else to take its place.

I've learned-
that heroes are the people who do what has to
be done when it needs to be done, Giving of themselves completely
regardless of the consequences.

I've learned-
that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
It is what's in the heart that matters most.

I've learned-
that my best friend and I can do anything
or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned-
that sometimes the people you expect to kick you
when you're down will be the first ones to reach out
to help you get back up.

I've learned-
that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be
angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
There is never a good reason for cruelty.

I've learned-
that true friendship continues to grow, even over
the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I've learned-
that just because someone doesn't love you the
way you want them to doesn't mean they
don't love you with all they have.

I've learned-
that maturity has more to do with what types of
experiences you've had, the choices you have made
and what you've learned from them and less to do with
how many birthdays you've celebrated. Just because Your Age is high
does not mean you are mature.

I've learned-
that your family won't always be there for you. It may
seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take
care of you and love you and teach you to
trust people again. Families aren't biological, they are truly spiritual.

I've learned-
that no matter how good a friend is, they're going
to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that,
They are Human too just like you.

I've learned-
that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others,
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself,
No matter how hard it is.

I've learned-
that our background and circumstances may have
influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned-
that just because two people argue, it doesn't
mean they don't love each other. And just
because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned-
that we don't have to change friends
if we understand that friends change.
Remember, as you grow you change too.

I've learned-
that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret,
It could change your life forever.

I've learned-
that two people can look at the exact same thing
and see something totally different.

I've learned-
that your life can be changed in a matter of minutes,
by people who don't even know you.
What hurts is that they don't care.
What heals , is when they do.

I've learned-
that even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

I've learned-
that credentials on the wall do not
make you a decent human being.
It takes a Heart.

I've learned-
that the people you care about most
in life are taken from you too soon.
No, You can not choose.

I've learned-
Not to say Goodbye,
Your never truly away from those you love,
They are always in your heart.

In Memory Of
William Schmeer II
September 1, 1952 - May 1, 2000
Loving Father, Grandfather, Brother
And Son

With Love,
Angel (Sweetness)
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Angel Whitefang (Rider) 
Posted: 09-Nov-2003, 10:18 PM
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My Father, My Guardian Angel
Dedicated to O. P. Torri
Written By Angel Whitefang

Dearest Father,
Where have you gone? I hear your voice no more. In my dreams I see you but when I awake you are not to be found. What has this child done wrong for you to abandon her? Did I cry too much as a babe in the crib? Was I not a happy child? You left us behind, not a backward glance did you give, I lived my life with out you, I felt as if falling off a cliff. On the days as a child in school, Fathers would come pick up their children they would hug them and tell them they loved them. I would watch and my heart would yearn to hear you say these words to me, but alas it was never to be. Fake Fathers who were not interested in what your young girl had to say , crossed the path of my life and then faded away.
Now I am a woman, with babes of my own, never would I leave them, straying far from home would never cross my mind. They have a Father who loves them like no other. I watch them grow and see what you and I have missed.

Then on that fateful day the news comes that you have passed over the abyss. I lay on my bed and cry for my hope is gone. The day we could have met has long since gone. My Father dearest Father, I love you so much, Please don?t take your spirit from me, please keep in touch.

I have met my siblings today, You know, the Older ones that were taken when you went away. They are loving and kind just as I thought they would be. Sissy has presented me with a very special gift, as I unwrap it my eyes well up , my throat tightens as my heart beats so quickly in my chest that I feel it just might burst through,It is hard to speak, I squeek out a small "Thank you". Holding it close to my chest I can not believe that I now have a Picture of you. I look in the mirror, I look just like you. The Brown Curly hair that flies away, the large Brown eyes, the crooked nose, the winning smile that you show. They are all mine too, oh father why did you go?
With resolve I place your picture by my bed and know that some day the tears that were shed will not have been in vain But, for tonight I must rest and get rid of this pain.

As I snuggle down under my sheets I feel a warm arm encircle me. My husband is working late, I know it isn?t him. I lay there not moving wondering who this could be.

Then suddenly you whisper to me. My Dearest Daughter, I hear you say. I love you more each and every day. I never left you, in your heart I remained. I am with you forever you are my girl, for love has no boundaries, like in the flesh world. I sit with you when you drive; I play with your hair. I am always with you. The accident that you almost had today, that was me with that gave you that warning to stay for a second longer at the green light. I could not bear to see you in pain. I love you with all my heart and forever will I stay. Till the day I bring you home with me will I be with you. I am sorry for the pain, you were never supposed to be without, and you are a fine young woman and have made me proud.
A gentle kiss I feel you place on my cheek, sighing deeply I fall in to a deep sleep.
Upon waking I roll over and see, my husband sleeping next to me. I sit up gently, a smile on my face. He rolls over and looks up at me asking ? How did you sleep?? Smiling I reply? I had a visit with my Father and found that he is my friend.? Reaching out he pulls me too him and the tears run anew. ?He loves me!? I tell him, my sobs rocking my body. He encircles me tighter and whispers to me ? If he didn?t he would not have been your Father.?

Now every day I wake, I kiss my fathers picture and ask ?How are you today??
You may think I?m crazy, but I truly don?t care. Live my life if you dare. I know my Father loves me and forever he will. I have a friend forever, even if he can be stern. He is my Guardian Angel.


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Posted: 10-Nov-2003, 08:34 AM
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I love these. Thank you


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Posted: 11-Nov-2003, 12:04 AM
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Thank you Kid. These 2 men ment alot to me, even if I only knew William.

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Posted: 18-Nov-2003, 07:39 AM
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Angel they are both very beautiful. The one about your father made me cry! I swear! Allan is staring at me like I'm crazy!


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Merry Meet, Merry Part and Merry Meet Again
Blessed Be,
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"Always shoot for the moon that way if you miss you'll always land among the stars"

'An it harm non do what you will'
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Posted: 18-Nov-2003, 02:07 PM
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*hands Cel a Tissue Box* Well I cried when I was writing them and I cry when I read them, so your in good company, tell Allen Bro to Read them and tell you what he thinks of them. Lets see if he can keep his eyes dry! tongue.gif

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Posted: 25-Nov-2003, 03:29 PM
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FRIENDS

During times of trouble or when your heart is blue a friend is always there to remind you of the better times they have had with you.

When the sun isn't shing in your world today, a phone call from a friend brings a smile with a simple "Hay!"

When worries and fears over take your heart, Your friend stands beside you not a world apart.

A friend isn't some one you see occasionaly, they live in your heart constantly.

a true friend helps you in anyway they can. they don't play games with your mind.

A true friend is what I have.





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Posted: 25-Nov-2003, 04:36 PM
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Angel

It takes a special person to lay their heart open to the world as you have with these wonderful words, maybe some day I shall be as brave.

Beautiful


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"Cuimhnich air na daoine o'n d'thaining thu"
Remember the men from whom you are descended.


I am Wolf.
It is my cry you hear in the night,
My eyes that gaze at you from the shadows.
It is my heart that beats in your Soul,
My strength that makes you whole.
I am Wolf. I am in you.
You are in Me. We Are Wolf.
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Posted: 26-Nov-2003, 01:31 AM
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Thank you Macerca, I tend to forget that other people read these. When you have a chance and we are both on, I would like to talk to you in chat if possible. Btw, Your fantastic to RP with. 8Huuuuuuugles * to you!!!
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Posted: 26-Nov-2003, 02:06 AM
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Very nice Poem Angel, Very nice. thumbs_up.gif

That is what Friends are all about.


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Posted: 27-Nov-2003, 12:27 PM
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Angel- would you mind if I sent your friend poem to someone? I love it!!
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Angel Whitefang (Rider) 
Posted: 28-Nov-2003, 08:03 AM
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Cel, Please , be my guest. I don't mind sharing.

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Posted: 28-Nov-2003, 08:05 AM
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QUOTE (Therasa @ Nov 27 2003, 09:11 AM)
Angel,
How beautifully put. You have a way with words. I especially liked when you said that you can be with your best friend and do anything or nothing and have the best time. That is very true.

And your father, thank you for putting your heart here for us to read. I felt my heart break, but at the end felt a big hug.


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Thank you for the kind words Theresa. I get a hug from him every day!

I guess it was just my way of letting the wounds heal.

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Posted: 28-Nov-2003, 08:06 AM
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POST # 200!!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I DID IT!!!!

*blushes and the hides my face as I laugh.

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QUOTE (Angel Whitefang (Rider) @ Nov 28 2003, 08:06 AM)
POST # 200!!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I DID IT!!!!

*blushes and the hides my face as I laugh.

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Congrats Angel, on #200 thumbs_up.gif

Does this mean that you are buying the first round?

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