I dream up a lot these times... Making a fresh start is not so easy, i have the impression that whatever are my good resolutions are, i'm unable to observe the promises i make to myself... Finally nothing really change, i wonder if one day i will manage to become better than i am... It's not that i'm a huge sinner, but the most punishing for me, is to confront always the same situations and to not find the good way to not reenact the same mistakes... It tends to give me a self-image which is disappointing... I just hope that one day i would find the good way...
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