Things are getting a lot better. I still have a lot to do, but I have finished the play that I was in so that has taken a lot of stress off of me. I have gotten a lot done and I still have a lot to do, but things are become quite a bit more bareable.
I would also like to thank those who have shown their concern. It was and is greatly appreciated.
I am a music major and no matter how much a learn, sing or listen I will never stop being amazed by music. I Love music; it is so moving in so many ways. I also love this time of year. I hope everyone can get the same joy out of music and the holidays as I do.
And I really hate crying in front of people. so I will hold it in as best I can till I can cry and a few tears will come out. and I will be fine and then someone will say to me are you alright. Which only makes me cry MORE and than of course someone else says to me 5 minutes later "are you crying?" And of course that just makes me cry even more than I was before. Killing me with kindness....literally. The nicer someone is to me at that point the worse it is for me especially when i dont want to cry. I literally become a waterfall.
