Now I'm not entirely sure, partly because i've done many things in my life(mostly in the name of good fun!)that would be considered "frowned upon" I'm not a church-going kind of gal, but i promised my mother i would go to church with her for their Thanksgiving service because blah blah blah it would make her happy and keep her quiet. I know, I'm too sweet. Anyhoo...I slept quietly through most of the service-a total accident-not like i bothered anyone, but i think that definitely may have guarednteed my first class seat in hell! Am i too screwed?
SOOO many things I have done in this life that have secured myself a seat. I can't say what was the deal sealer to be honest. I do know that I have my way up into first class and am currently working on securing the drivers seat.
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Slŕinte, Olórin of Valinor ----------------------------------------- You can't regret what you don't decide - Shimon Moore
I'm not a religious person, and I've been proclaiming myself as proud pagan for awhile now (since this is a catholic country) you must know how defying is that. The people that surrouds me thinks i deserve to be in hell for that. But for that, I dont have any other reason to have a seat in Hell, though I think is funnier than to go to Heaven. (I don't want to spend my eternal life surrounded by 'priests' 'nouns' and that old, old women that pray everyday)
My friends and I always joke about ending up in Hell because of things we say or do. I decided that I didn't want to spend eternity alone so I said I'll be the bartender in Hell and save them all seats near the bar on the vinyl couch.
There have been many a circumstance that could LAND ME MY SEAT!!! But, the one that stand out the most is something that happened to me shortly after my husband died....Dan's family thought(ans still thinks, since I have not seen or heard from them since!) that I did not honor my husband's memory........I just needed someone in my life, and I guess I made a bad choice at the time. I don't think it makes me a BAD person!! Dan would have wanted me to go on with my life..NOT sitting home at 42 years old, and twiddling my thumbs.. Wherever IT is, I hope MY DAN is THERE TO GREET ME!!!!!
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]AN EXCERPT FROM A POEM THAT I WROTE ON 10/11/07
WE CAN'T CHANGE WHAT WE HAVE DONE.... BUT ONLY TAKE A LESSON FROM EACH EXPERIENCE AND MAKE THE MOST OF EACH MINUTE THAT WE HAVE LEFT AND TELL OURELVES THAT IT IS OK TO LIVE, LAUGH AND CRY..... PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE ALL WORK TOGETHER TO GIVE US WHAT WE CAN AND SHOULD EXPERIENCE AND WE NEED TO CHERISH ALL OF THE TIME THAT WE SPEND WITH OURSELVES AND OTHERS MAKING THE MOST OF THE SPECIAL MEMORIES THAT ARE OURS.. AND THE ONES THAT WE HAVE YET TO CREATE WITH THE PEOPLE THAT WE HAVEN'T MET!!!!![/SIZE]
Without elaboration, just ask ANY of the plumbers, electricians, hvac, or other subs that come on to my jobs! I'm sure that they will GLADLY give a multitude of reasons that I am bound there.
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Hoka Hey! The more Liberals I meet, the more I like my dogs!