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| Posted by: dragonboy3611 22-Jan-2005, 02:09 PM |
| Shortly after getting off celticradio early this morning my grandmother called for my dad. She immediatly insisted on speaking to my father, and sounded quite sad, i asked "What ya don't want to talk to your one and only best grandson!?" she just told me quite harshly to give the phone to my father. After a lengthy conversation, my father came back into the room in which I was sitting with the computer, wondering what the heck was going on. He told me my grandfather had something cancer caused in his stomach...he wasn't eating or getting fluids and was in the hospital. That it's only a matter of time and the doctors can't do anything for him, there is only a slight chance that he will survive. Now consider me lucky, but I have never had anyone so close to me die...or be so sick. Only a great-grandmother that I didn't know. I am close with my family, so close, I could die for any one of them...too have something like this happen...it's just shattering. The problems that people face....man it's just to much. My grandmother and grandfather were in Arizona enjoying there vacation and escaping the cold. It's the best time of the year for them, and now it is ruined. I ask that everyone send there prayers to my grandfather Robert Clark..in some hospital thousands of miles away, laying there just barely staying awake with his wife by his side, wondering if he will live. No relatives near, no other close family or anything that he is familiar with. I had never understood the true pain that Nightwind with her grandchild, or Rindy with her brother, or anyone else had gone through. I'm sorry...I just sortof typed out my hurt feelings. I ask please that you send your prayers to my grandfather, grandmother, and family. And to anyone else that needs it. I send them heartfully to yours. Love a CelticRadio Brother, Adam |
| Posted by: Rindy1202 22-Jan-2005, 02:13 PM |
| My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this hard time. I may be offline awhile as i am getting a new computer but I will check as soon as I can. I am so sorry!!! God Bless you all |
| Posted by: catlynelizabeth 22-Jan-2005, 02:27 PM |
| Indeed my prayers go out to you and your family and especially to your grandparents. |
| Posted by: Haldur 22-Jan-2005, 03:03 PM |
| My heart goes out to your grandfather and grandmother, and all of your family, dragonboy. I can identify with you in this sort of situation for my grandpa has not been well for some time. The best gift you can give him is love and prayer. My prayers are with you. We are here for you. |
| Posted by: WizardofOwls 22-Jan-2005, 03:26 PM |
| Hey there lil bro! I am so sorry about all of this! Of course my prayers are with you, your grandparents, and your family! Hang in there! And God bless you! |
| Posted by: maggiemahone1 22-Jan-2005, 04:17 PM |
| dragonboy, I'm really sorry that your grandfather has cancer and might not make it. I know that we have no gurantees in this life and it's never a bed of roses. My prayers will go out for your grandparents, family and you. I feel so sad that your gparents have no family close by to give them comfort and support. I pray that God will send someone to give them the comfort that they need at this time. maggiemahone1 |
| Posted by: emerald-eyedwanderer 22-Jan-2005, 04:42 PM |
I am so sorry. Of course your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Be sure to keep us informed. Stay strong.  |
| Posted by: dragonboy3611 24-Jan-2005, 10:19 AM |
| The only thing I have discovered is bad news, this all happened after the last treatment in my Grandfathers Kemo Therapy, he had it in Arizona. His conditions hasn't improved yet... |
| Posted by: stevenpd 24-Jan-2005, 11:19 AM |
| I arrived at this thread a little late . . . You grandfather is in my prayers and meditations. Adam, hang in there, be strong, and remember the good times. You and your family are also in my prayers and meditations. |
| Posted by: jpmoore 24-Jan-2005, 12:03 PM |
| Hang in there Adam. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. |
| Posted by: Aaediwen 24-Jan-2005, 12:11 PM |
| I can only say I wish all well, and hope the best. |
| Posted by: Rindy1202 24-Jan-2005, 06:55 PM |
| My thoughts and prayers are with you Adam, and your family right now. Remember try to be strong for your family sake. I know it hurts so bad.. Hang in there ok? Keep us up dated. |
| Posted by: Agrona Borimar 26-Jan-2005, 11:11 AM |
| Adam, I am deeply saddened to hear about your Grandfather's condition. While many of us can relate to your grief, fear, frustration, and pain none of us will ever truly understand how you feel. We all experience hardship and heartache at some point in our lives, for some rarely for others all too often. Everything that happens in our lives does indeed serve a purpose, most often it is defined as an inner journey into your mind and soul as you work within yourself to reconcile your emotions, your tasks and your fears. From every trial a lesson of the self is learned. All too often our most painful moments are out of our circle of influence and we feel like helpless bystanders to one of the worst moments in our lives. I experienced that with my maternal Grandmother, though I can't explain my conviction I simply knew her time was near when I went home for Christmas three years ago. She died a month later. Now my husband and I are experiencing a similar heartache to yours with his father who has pancreatic cancer. The survival rate for that cancer is 1-5% and his tumor is inoperable so we too are depending on chemotherapy which hasn't produced the results we'd hoped for thusfar. My husband has found his peace with this in that it has indeed served to strengthen the bond within his family, a seemingly impossible task 6 months ago. He has also spent considerable time on-line researching in an effort to possibly find those small bits of information that could make a difference in his father's treatment. He has had small successes here and there but the most positive outcome has been that this research has provided him what he needs most, the sense that he is doing something to help his father. I tell you this not because I have the solution to ease your heartache but rather in the hope that relating what has helped my husband, may in turn help you. You know far more about your grandfather's condition than I or anyone else on this board so only you can know if this will help you cope. There are only two things I will advise you: first of all, do be strong for your family but NEVER forget that YOU ALSO NEED THEIR STRENGTH. Secondly, allow your self to cry, I can't tell you how important this is for healing your heart, and if you do break down infront of someone NEVER, I repeat, NEVER apologize for your tears. You have every right to them and should never feel shame for them. Before I end this post I wish to extend one more offer to you that you are welcome to accept or decline, no hard feelings at all if you decline. I am a former Funeral Director and counseled many families through their grief. I also found myself couseling them with grave illnesses in the family. I do not have all the answers but I am a good listener and am willing to be your sounding board if you require one. I know you don't know me from Adam (no pun intended) but my PM box is open to you. My thoughts and hopes for your Grandfather's recovery are with you and yours. May you have the comfort of family and respectful solitude when you need them most. |
| Posted by: susieq76 26-Jan-2005, 12:05 PM |
| Adam, I am praying for you, that God will give you comfort, wisdom, hope. And most importantly, peace that passes all understanding. We are here if you need us. |
| Posted by: CelticRose 26-Jan-2005, 02:21 PM |
| dragonboy! I am just now seeing this thread and I was so very saddened to read what you and your family are going through. It must be double horrible that your grandparents are so far away from all of you. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Keep us posted, Adam, and take care. |
| Posted by: single speed 26-Jan-2005, 07:31 PM |
| Warm thoughts, and quiet prayers for your Grandfather and Grandmother. I'll set aside some special ones for you, too. Hang in there! |
| Posted by: phoenix07 27-Jan-2005, 06:04 PM |
| im really sad to hear that adam.. grandparents are the sweetest people in the whole world, u love them even more than your own parents, i lost my grandma 3 years ago & i never saw my granpa, but my irish grandrents made it up for me  i'd surely keep your sweet grandda in my prayers , bless u & ur family |
| Posted by: dragonboy3611 28-Jan-2005, 01:54 PM |
| I really appreciate everyones love and care, and I beg you too continue sending your prayers and love. My grandfather hasn't gotten better at all, but isn't declining either.... Your post really touched me Agrona, just to let you know I printed it out and have posted it on my bedroom wall, I read it everyday to bring some hope. Thank you so much, and to everyone. Your all in my prayers as well. |
| Posted by: MDF3530 28-Jan-2005, 03:28 PM |
| Good to hear from you again Adam! I am sorry to hear about your family. I am sending a whole truckload of good karma your way! |
| Posted by: Aragorn 28-Jan-2005, 04:30 PM |
| Dear little brother Adam, I will be praying for your family and your grandfather. I know how hard times like these can be. |
| Posted by: WizardofOwls 28-Jan-2005, 06:12 PM |
| Hi there lil bro! You had me worried there! Glad everything is still okay. I'll keep on praying! Hang in there buddy! |
| Posted by: Agrona Borimar 30-Jan-2005, 01:29 PM |
| Adam, I'm grateful and honored that you found comfort in my words. We sometimes need to be our own champions and its a lonley road but it is hope, love and family that see us to the end. Friends come and go but family is always there. I will continue to ask for healing for your Grandfather and equally as important for you, your Grandmother and your family. |
| Posted by: valpal 59 30-Jan-2005, 04:43 PM |
| Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. |
| Posted by: dragonboy3611 30-Jan-2005, 05:35 PM |
| My grandfather is being shipped to us in central NY! I am happy that he is coming back to his family! And I really hope he survives the trip with no struggles. They are preforming surgery on him when he gets here. Putting a stent in his urinary tracks I am so worried! I think they have to do something else too...but I am not sure what. You have no idea how thankful I am for every single person who has posted, and who has been sending there love and prayers to my family and grandfather! I love you all! |
| Posted by: stevenpd 30-Jan-2005, 07:06 PM |
| Good news! I shall continue with my prayers and meditations for your grandfather and family. |
| Posted by: Rindy1202 30-Jan-2005, 07:13 PM |
| Hey there Dragonboy, I am glad they are moving him to the family. I will continue to pray for all of you. Hang in there ok? |
| Posted by: CelticRose 30-Jan-2005, 08:17 PM |
| I am so glad to hear your grandparents are coming back home! That must be joyful news to you and your whole family to have them close where you all can be a comfort to one another. I was praying for you in church today, dragonboy. Will continue to keep you in my prayers. Keep us posted. |
| Posted by: phoenix07 31-Jan-2005, 07:26 AM |
| that is good news indeed! hope the surgery goes all well & we see u full of joy as u always were! we'll keep on praying for you & ur beloved family |
| Posted by: dragonboy3611 04-Feb-2005, 12:45 PM |
| Well my grandfather is here in NY where he lives. He enters for surgery very soon. We were planning on seeing him this sunday...by I just had to get sick and my father doesn't want to chance him getting any worse by catching anything I have! By the way, Agrona Borimar, I am up for talking if you see this post again. I love you all! |
| Posted by: Rindy1202 04-Feb-2005, 07:25 PM | ||
Hi dragonboy, I am so sorry to hear you are ill. Your Father is thinking! If your grandfather caught something at this stage it could be fatal. Even when the older people are well it can be fatal. You rest up, pray for the surgeons. I will be praying for you and your family. Let us know what is going on when you can... Slainte |
| Posted by: BluegrassLady 04-Feb-2005, 11:42 PM |
| Dragonboy, I just finished reading all the posts here and wanted to add my prayers. I am glad that your grandparents are home. I know that it is a comfort to you to have them nearby so you can be with them (when you are not sick ) Keep us updated on your grandfather's condition. God Bless. |
| Posted by: Agrona Borimar 07-Feb-2005, 03:54 PM |
| Sent you a Private Message, Adam. |
| Posted by: dragonboy3611 08-Feb-2005, 12:44 PM |
| Thank you Agrona and everyone that has sent there love. I have no idea anymore of my grandfathers status other than he is in the hospital and has the surgery...I am so worried... |
| Posted by: Rindy1202 08-Feb-2005, 06:48 PM |
| Hang in there Adam, let us know what happens ok? You are in my thoughts and prayers.. |
| Posted by: stevenpd 08-Feb-2005, 08:31 PM |
| I know it's hard but be patient. I am continuing with my prayers and meditations for your grandfather and family. |
| Posted by: BluegrassLady 09-Feb-2005, 06:52 PM |
| Adam, It's been over 24 hours since you told us your grandfather was in surgery....how is he doing? Keep us up to date, okay? Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. God Bless.... |
| Posted by: gwenlee 11-Feb-2005, 06:52 AM |
| Adam how is your grandfather? I will be praying for your family. I hope you are feeling better. |
| Posted by: susieq76 11-Feb-2005, 08:56 AM |
| We're praying for you and your grandfather Adam! Please do let us know how things are. |
| Posted by: Dreamer1 12-Feb-2005, 11:54 AM |
| Hi, it's wolf_girl again, Dreamer's eldest. You have our heart felt prayers for your grandfather's recovery and deepest support for all of you. We're thankful that you're all together again. Don't give up hope. -wolf_girl and Dreamer1 |
| Posted by: dragonboy3611 14-Feb-2005, 06:37 PM |
| I know nothing of my Grandfathers situations but I just got a call from my Dad. He said my Great Grandmother clark just passed away this afternoon. ....Why does life need to be so hard? Why.... |
| Posted by: Aaediwen 14-Feb-2005, 06:58 PM |
| Sounds like a familiar scenerio of a year I try to forget. I hope the best for you and your family, Dragonboy. Hang in there. There will be better times. Best wishes for your grandparents, and I hope your Grandfather makes it through. There will be brigher days ahead. There will be brighter days. |
| Posted by: phoenix07 15-Feb-2005, 09:23 AM |
| im so sorry to hear that but hopefully your grandpa will get better & you will realise life is not that bad.. still praying for your family |
| Posted by: CelticRose 15-Feb-2005, 12:14 PM |
| I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your great-grandmother, Dragonboy. I know this is a very difficult time for you and your family. Hope your grandfather is doing well. You will stay in my prayers and thoughts. Take care. |
| Posted by: Rindy1202 15-Feb-2005, 01:15 PM |
| Oh Adam, I am so sorry to hear about your great grandmother. Keep the faith! I hope your Grandfather is doing better. Did you know your great grandmother pretty well? I never got to know mine. I barely got to know my grandparents. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Hang in there Slainte |
| Posted by: dragonboy3611 16-Feb-2005, 12:19 PM |
| I would like to update and tell everyone the news on my Grandfathers Situation, also...some of you may be wondering exactly why my great grsndmother died. Great Grandmother Yes, for Rindys question...I knew her very, vvery well. She meant alot to me. Toward the end she started getting very stubborn...and we believe she had a stroke. The left side of her mouth was dropping low and she couldn't move it...she couldn't hardly get out of bed in the morning. She wouldn't tell anyone what happened to her. We had to force her to go into a Nursing home, which she did. It was a major improvement for her...here she could get regualr baths...clean clothes...picked up house..... Soon her legs turned blue (My dad told me something about that means no circulation in the blood in the legs) and they had to put her on a respirator. Ii thunk she died from a comiinabtion of these things. My dad never told me a firm reason for her death, and I'm not really sure they know...but she was really weak...her bones brittle... Grandfather I finally got the courage to ask my dad about the updated stats about my grandfather, as I was scared to ask him before. I have discovered that they did not go through with the surgery to be able him to pee and to stop the pressure in his bladder...and something with his stomach: Reason...he is too weak and his body wouldn't be able to take the shock or something. I asked my dad: "But since there waiting, isn't the cancer getting worse in the meantime" His short answer "Yes" My grandfather is still smoking...even in the hospital...and even on oxygen. He's killing himself and me...I can't believe it! ....Sorry.....Am I depressing people on here? And I hoep this is the proper place to post this kind of stuff. Also, I apologize for all my spelling mistake, I am close to tears right now. This is helping, and your prayers are, they really are. |
| Posted by: CelticRose 16-Feb-2005, 01:27 PM |
Oh dragonboy! I feel so very badly for you. I can imagine you are really hurting right now and I believe your family are trying to protect you from further pain. You have our support and prayers here. I am glad you feel comfortable enough to share all this pain in your life with us. You take care of yourself, young man.  |
| Posted by: Rindy1202 16-Feb-2005, 01:39 PM |
| Dragonboy, Thank you for letting me know what is going on. My Mom died from lung cancer. She went through the quitting of smoking and 5 years later died. I used to smoke and it is really a hard thing to give up. I didn't know patients could smoke in the hospital. With your Grandmother, may be they don't know what happened for sure. That is what happened with my brother. What are you doing to keep yourself busy? I agree with Rose, take good, good care of yourself during this stressful time. Feel free to email me at anytime. I will be praying for all of you. Slainte |
| Posted by: susieq76 16-Feb-2005, 02:14 PM |
| Hey Adam. Thanks so much for the update. I am so sorry to hear of your great-grandmother's death and the worsening of your grandfather. When my aunt died this fall of cancer, the waiting was the hardest thing. They also decided not to do surgery on her near the end, either. I know you are in a lot of pain, and I know that you cannot understand why these things are happening. Just cling to Jesus, and He will help you through this. We are all here too if you need us. Are there people around you that you can talk to about what has been happening? That might be good. Like the others said, take good care of yourself, and know that we are praying for you and your whole family at this time. |
| Posted by: TheCarolinaScotsman 16-Feb-2005, 06:38 PM |
| Adam, dealing with extreme illness and/or death of a loved one is probably the toughest thing we have to deal with in life. I know the feelings of helplessness, bewilderment, grief and even anger that can be so overwhelming. There's never an easy way to deal with it or a "shortcut" to getting over it. But sharing your feelings helps. Celtic Radio is your "other family" and we are here for you. Anything you want to share with us, ask us about, or just vent about, we're here for you. Rmember that love (love of God, love of family and love of friends) is the one thing in this life that lasts; it even lasts beyond this life. Let us know how you're doing and how everything else is progressing. Just remember that you are a very important person to your family at home and your family here. And we will remember you and your family in our thoughts and prayers. Bill |
| Posted by: Iago 17-Feb-2005, 12:37 AM |
| Hey there DB. Sorry I couldn't have found you in better times. I sometimes think that I have had more than my share of loss, and no matter who, what or why it never gets easier. All the advise given above is excellent. Most importnt is to let it out in some way, and remeber that God has a purpose. Sometimes pain is there to teach us or prepare us for all the things that life has to throw at us. I wish you and your family peace, and I will be praying for you all. ~Iago |
| Posted by: Dreamer1 17-Feb-2005, 03:40 PM |
| Dragonboy, I'm so sorry for all that you're going through right now. My thoughts and prayers are also with you and your family. So many of us have been in situations very much like yours, and we understand. Don't give up hope, and remember that we're all here for you. Dreamer1 |
| Posted by: BluegrassLady 18-Feb-2005, 01:46 AM |
| Dragonboy......just read all of the posts since I was last on. I am so sorry about your great grandmother's passing. I know how upsetting it is that your grandfather is still smoking in his condition, but I understand that it is very difficult for a lifetime smoker to quit. He is not trying to hurt you.....I am sure that he wishes he could quit...and he loves you very much. Grandchildren are so special to their grandparents, just as special as your grandfather is to you. You and your family continue to be in my prayers. |
| Posted by: dragonboy3611 18-Feb-2005, 10:43 PM |
| I just went to my Great Grandmothers Funeral Today...wow, it was so hard. I hate funerals. I don't know how those undertakers do it! |
| Posted by: Rindy1202 18-Feb-2005, 11:08 PM |
| Hey there Dragonboy, Yes funerals, ahh I don't know anyone who likes them.. That hard part is behind you now. Now you must focus on the family and yourself. Try to keep busy and stay healthly. If you need to talk feel free to email me.. Slainte |
| Posted by: phoenix07 22-Feb-2005, 02:06 PM |
| really sorry to hear this.. i know how hard it is to be in funerals, hope it will be the last for you |
| Posted by: dragonboy3611 22-Feb-2005, 06:22 PM |
| The thing was...my great grandmother got divorced at a young age I believe. For 22 years she was living with her best friend named Ray intill her death. As soon as we walked in the funeral...everyone hung back not really sure what to do. Ray walked as fast as he could to the casket...held her hand, and burst into tears. I have never seen anything like this. 22 Years and to loose someone so precious! My grandfather looked better when I saw him than when he was first diagnosed and started his Kemo. He's decided to try an experimental drug. I pray to god this works! |
| Posted by: dragonboy3611 22-Feb-2005, 06:25 PM |
| Sorry to make another post. I just wanted to let everyone know of my status on Celtic Radio. yes...I remember that time when I was on everyday and loved this site so much...WELL I STILL DO!!!! *Gives everyone big hugs* My life has been so stressfull and full of pain/depression/babysitting/DOG BABYSITTING (there worse than some kids!) that I haven't been able to post as much as I would like too. So, just letting everyone know that I am still here, and i still love you all! |
| Posted by: TheCarolinaScotsman 22-Feb-2005, 06:29 PM |
| We're here whenever you are Dragonboy. |
| Posted by: stevenpd 23-Feb-2005, 11:17 AM |
| Hang in there. Time will heal the wounds and this period of your life will be a memory. I am continuing with my prayers and meditations for your grandfather and family. |
| Posted by: Agrona Borimar 23-Feb-2005, 01:31 PM |
| I'm so sorry to hear about your great-Grandmother's passing. I'm equally sorry to just now be reading this. It's good to hear that your Grandfather is looking better. I wish him the best of reults with the experimental drug. Clearly this is a very difficult time for you and your family. You needn't apologize to us for your absence, we more than understand the reason. Family always comes first. We are here when you need us; don't forget to take care of yourself. |
| Posted by: greenldydragon 05-Mar-2005, 01:04 PM |
| Dragonboy, I've come really late to this post, but I'm so sorry to hear about your Great-Grandmother and your Grandfather's cancer! It is very hard to lose someone so close to you and then have to worry about losing another close companion. My grandfather got lung cancer when I was young, and it is an experience I hope I never will have to repeat. As your grandfather still smokes, mine didn't quit either, no matter how hard my sister and I begged him to. Hopefully your grandfather survives his cancer like mine did! Unfortunately my grandfather got lung cancer a second time and died from it. My advice to you is to spend as much time as possible with your grandfather while you can. I was young when my grandfather died and it never really hit me that he was gone until he wasn't there anymore. I would give anything to talk to him again, we were very close. I pray that you and your grandfather have years to come together. Hopefully the experimental drug works!! If he is looking good then that is a good sign. Luck! |
| Posted by: Rindy1202 05-Mar-2005, 03:12 PM |
| thanks for the update on yourself, we are here for you too!!! Its not how much time you have left, it is what you do with the time that you have left. Remembering that helps me to get through the really hard times..when I am wondering why am I here. Slainte |
| Posted by: dragonboy3611 21-Mar-2005, 05:52 PM |
| Oh my *sigh* it's been so long since I've posted to my family! No I've haven't forgotten about any of my family on here! I've missed all of you so much! I decided to post on my poor grandfathers topic insted of making another one, because it would just clutter the General Board. So were have I been? Well my life has gone very much downhill. I know your a supporting family...and if you just are interested about my Grandfather...skip to the next paragraph, I won't mind. My personnal life has been full of mean, and immature high-schoolers that pick on the fat ones like me. It's a very mean world out there and I hate it. Grr. I haven't been on the site, well actually I can't say that. I have been on the site...just looking and reading, but not really posting. I've been too depressed to do that. I don't know if you would consider that pathetic or not. I'm trying in life, but it's hard. Yes coming from a 16 year old I bet that sounds pathetic! So my grandfather, he's not better at all. The stupid Morphein they have him on has him doing strange things during the night. Like cutting up a blanket with a jack-knife (in which my grandmother put away all sharp objects) going outside in the negatives, seeing things that aren't there, and writing on walls, and objects that shouldn't be written on! My grandmother got scared, and got nurses in to help. There going to help with my Grandfathers batheing, making sure he's eating, drinking, taking his pills, and moving around enough to get some exercise. That's good. He wouldn't listen very much to my Grandmother, but I believe he will listen to them! Gosh my hands hurt from typing now! I don't really have the energy right now to post on other forums, maybe tommorow I will get up the nerve and introduce myself to any new members. Of course now most likely no one remembers me and I am the new one! Ah well.... I love you all, most of you are the only ones who care! |
| Posted by: WizardofOwls 21-Mar-2005, 06:40 PM |
| Hey there, Lil Bro! It has been WAY to long since the last time you graced us with your presence! And we DO love and care about you! So at least check in from time to time and let us know how you are and how things are going so that we won't worry, okay? Sorry to hear about your grandad, but you hang in there buddy, okay? And if you need someone to talk to, you know my e-mail address, so drop me an e-mail anytime, okay? And you're right, kids that age are cruel. I went through it too! But just remember, in just a few more years, you'll most likely never have to look at those people again unless you choose to! You just concentrate on your studies and try to have a GOOD time. You will get through and you will survive. I promise! And know you don't sound pathetic, you sound like just about anyone at that age. That age is difficult, but just remember, even the ones who act so confident and act as though they think they are so much better than you are just as insecure as you are inside. Hang in there buddy! It doesn't last forever and it WILL get better! And regardless what you may think, I really DO care about ya! Stay in touch! Your Big Bro... |
| Posted by: Rindy1202 22-Mar-2005, 02:31 PM |
| Hi there dragonboy, Its about time you write us..Please don't be so hard on yourself. You have many talents as it shows in your posts. I ditto what Wizard said and feel free to email me too. I know kids can be so cruel as we have discussed before. You keep your head up and walk proud! You are as good as them. Love yourself, believe in yourself its all that matters "Metalica" You will never be able to please everyone no matter what you do. Please dragonboy promise me you will love yourself no matter what? Sorry to hear news isn't very good. But try and focus on the positives... Slainte |
| Posted by: CelticRose 22-Mar-2005, 02:49 PM |
| Hey dragonboy! What can I say that hasn't already been said? I remember how hard it was when I was in school. Kids made fun of me too. But you will get through it, believe me. Hang in there and in here with us! We care and look forward to hearing from you. I am so sorry to hear about your granddad. We will keep him in our prayers and you and your family too. Take care and keep in touch. |