It's much harder than I thought........ To give up the past and move on.. Why can't he see that?
Why does he have to be so judgemental? Can't he see me for what I am? Doesn't he understand that what happened was for the best?
Time is supposed to heal all.....when is it healed? We can't stop it, or repair the damage that was done...... Understanding, communication and honesty... Two out of three wasn't bad, I guess... Honesty is the best policy, though....
We will never be together again, as we once were. Never that close again.. But if he can get past the fact that I needed to move on.. Maybe, just maybe..... we can be friends???????
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]AN EXCERPT FROM A POEM THAT I WROTE ON 10/11/07
WE CAN'T CHANGE WHAT WE HAVE DONE.... BUT ONLY TAKE A LESSON FROM EACH EXPERIENCE AND MAKE THE MOST OF EACH MINUTE THAT WE HAVE LEFT AND TELL OURELVES THAT IT IS OK TO LIVE, LAUGH AND CRY..... PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE ALL WORK TOGETHER TO GIVE US WHAT WE CAN AND SHOULD EXPERIENCE AND WE NEED TO CHERISH ALL OF THE TIME THAT WE SPEND WITH OURSELVES AND OTHERS MAKING THE MOST OF THE SPECIAL MEMORIES THAT ARE OURS.. AND THE ONES THAT WE HAVE YET TO CREATE WITH THE PEOPLE THAT WE HAVEN'T MET!!!!![/SIZE]
This is not ramblings marti64...it's a beautiful poem about deep emotions. Being able to write what one feels inside is healing. Life has many ups and downs what we encounters along the road happens for a reason... Indeed it is a very moving poem.
Thank you for sharing marti64
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"Few men are brave:many become so through training and discipline." Flavius Vegetius Renatus
"I think a hero is an ordinary individual who finds strenght to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles." Christopher Reeve
Changes come fast in life.... Take what is given to you... Learn from mistakes.... Smile every day, and find the stars in the heavens.. We learn to move on.... And accept the challenges... find peace and rediscover ourselves....... Make the most of the days with the ones that you love..... It may be the last!!!!!!!!!
Hard days plague us every now and then... They become even harder when no one chooses to understand... Where is the "right one"????? Is he out there???? Shall I keep looking??? Can I find love again in this lifetime??? Sometimes I wonder what is happening..... Where is this crazy road going to end??????
Beautiful thoughs expressed with care and determination. I hope you keep writing. The one you posted Aug 31st had a lot of meaning to me. Thanks for creating and sharing these poems.
As to whether "he" is still out there, I really hope so becuase I haven't given up on fing "her" either. All the best to you always!
The days move on... Sometimes they are faster than we want.. Sometimes they are slower than we need Time makes us wait for the special things....... The ones that understand us are to be treasured!!!! The ones that are cruel are kicked to the curb! When the sun sets on the day, how many lives have we touched? How many have we turned away? Who has loved us? Who has gone away? All the questions cannot be answered here.... They will be answered in time.... That time for me is getting nearer and nearer.... When I will see my Beloved again!!! I miss him so!!!!!! The time will be short, or long.... Only the fates of time can predict... I hope it is soon... But then again, don't I have much more to do?
The days move on... Sometimes they are faster than we want.. Sometimes they are slower than we need Time makes us wait for the special things....... The ones that understand us are to be treasured!!!! The ones that are cruel are kicked to the curb! When the sun sets on the day, how many lives have we touched? How many have we turned away? Who has loved us? Who has gone away? All the questions cannot be answered here.... They will be answered in time.... That time for me is getting nearer and nearer.... When I will see my Beloved again!!! I miss him so!!!!!! The time will be short, or long.... Only the fates of time can predict... I hope it is soon... But then again, don't I have much more to do?
Once again you have moved me. This time to tears, for you have touched what’s in all of us. Thanks marti64 JC
To remember to forget, Or to forget to remember? On this day, what should I do? I want to remember the good times, and forget the bad....and all of the fun times we had... Why did it have to end? When will I see you again? Somedays it is hard to go on... And I cry and cry until the dawn... Make it easy... Tell me that you love me... Show me every day... Thank god you have sent someone to watch over me... A compassionate one...until we meet at the gate.. Will you be waiting for me?
I agree with the others, Marti! You express such pain in such a loving way that I always feel something when I read your words. As to How many lives we have touched in a day - you can sleep easier knowing that you have and do touch people and make a difference to them.
The days seem longer now, that my true love has gone away.. But away, not forever, I will see Dan someday... Two years it has been, seems such a long time... Many have come and gone since then.. Some have stayed to see my pain... Some have vanished from the scene.. Then....into my life comes true love again.. Without judgement, with understanding...caring and knowledge.. He can make me see the light again... And keep me as his own...until Dan and I will meet again.. Forever... Such a long time.... Whenever it ends...I will know that there is true love... And I have had it twice....
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