Today has just been one of those days. I dont know why. I just got to the point of people annoying me so much that I just wanted to yell or something. If you knew me you know that I really don't get mad and I really don't ever yell. And I got to that point in choir today and the way that I vent is I cry
And I really hate crying in front of people. so I will hold it in as best I can till I can cry and a few tears will come out. and I will be fine and then someone will say to me are you alright. Which only makes me cry MORE and than of course someone else says to me 5 minutes later "are you crying?" And of course that just makes me cry even more than I was before. Killing me with kindness....literally. The nicer someone is to me at that point the worse it is for me especially when i dont want to cry. I literally become a waterfall.
Hope you are having a better day than I am.